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Today I've been contemplating those in my life (both past and present-tense) who seem to be filled with nothing but bitterness. Every time I see or hear from or of them, all I seem to find is vitriol; they are so consumed by their hatred/bitterness/grudge that they vilify everything and everyone around them. To themselves, they are the eternal victim. No matter how much they lash out at others, they are always justified in their own mind.

I realized, then, that over the last year I have slowly been distancing myself from these people, from those once near and dear to simple aquaintences. As a currently-very-near-and-dear coined it, the DRAMADIUM TOXICITY of these people seeps into their relationships, and into others accociated with them. And every time I let go of one toxic relationship, a fresh, and always easier one seems to find its way to me.

Life, I then thought, is treating me very well. I am extremely grateful for my friends, for every time I talk to or see them, I feel refreshed and happy.

<333 to all of you.

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[info]mcginitys wrote:
26th Feb, 2007 19:00 (UTC)
I've been in the same boat and I've done the same. I've had replacements that have come out of the woodwork (I've had better friends then I had ever realized) that have more than filled up those voids. I'm at a comfortable stage now (mostly). I've only really cut out a few that were attached to my former life, and the ones left, I've learned to change the subject. Something gets brought up and I change the subject, or I say "I really don't feel comfortable talking about that anymore".
[info]xandersgirl wrote:
27th Feb, 2007 02:52 (UTC)
I totally hear what you're saying - and part of me really wishes I could do that... just kind of keep them on the peripheral. The only ones I seem to be able to do that with successfully are co-workers. Otherwise, I just found myself wondering,'if I'm either a)uncomfortable with, or b)scared to share my true self with this person... do I really want them in my life?'
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